welcome!
you have found the right place!
i agree with themusiclivez and jay eff.
the money has already been spent. it has gone. kiss it goodbye and move on with your life.
get rid of the clutter and find some part time work.
MUCH easier than trying to sell a mountain of little bits of clutter.
when the stuff has gone, you will recover your energy and joy and be able to breathe again and make decisions and do things.
i don't blame you one bit for not feeing able to get started with ebay.....i sold two expensive things online earlier this year and it was crazy-making.
i don't know how people ebay for a living!
it would require a 9-5 focus and discipline.
i second third fourth brooks palmer...blog and book.
he rocks, totally.
